Friday, August 25, 2006

trust me, she ain't one of those veronicas



VERONICA MARS
(logan, mr.mars, veronica & wallace)

rocks!
here is another tv series i really like! those who like mysteries and detective shits should be caught up... its really nice.... i love the plot and the twists... plus it is another gorgeous babe fronting the show so total sell-out dont you think? hehe..

etcetera::: Do you recognize Keith Mars?? yeah! he's the weird and extremely touchy not to mention bald Elliot of Just Shoot Me!! i sooo enjoyed that show. wonder why they didnt create another season...

Thursday, August 24, 2006

hear hear

hey! i just thought: wala tayo litrato!! enway,

MO

BOBBIE

RACHEL

JACKY

SHANE

CHRISSIE

thanks for showing up yesterday!
youre all good man!


salamat!!!

am i a great liar or what?

check out my reaction paper for a subject that required us to attend a symposium, ehem, a 150Phpeso-registration-fee(god, where did all my lunch money gO???)-for-supposedly-4-hours-but-really-only-took-less-than-2-because-one-of-the-three-speakers-didn't-bother-showing-up symposium inclusive of stale & pasty carbonara and a bottle of an anti-oxidant of an upper people fondly call C2. e-yuch. pardon.
and now be entertained:

For the record, I’m all out for any changes that ought to be taken in order to rid the Philippines of the crises dragging us into more wars, an impossibly jam-packed below the line poverty level, and, oh, total deterioration from within. So is it any wonder that I’m positively saying NO to Charter Change? Not really.
I’m not sure exactly but I think I’ve been hearing about Cha-Cha since the first year of my high school, when Estrada’s presidency wasn’t yet slugged with jueteng payolas and ghost bank accounts. But it’s only today that I see TV commercials and ads on print endorsing Cha-Cha. Why, I ask, has the government so suddenly became a desperate housewife concerning the matter? It seems the likes of Hon. Teddy Casino have quite the hypothesis bubbling up.
Part of the procedure of the shift from a presidential constitution into parliament as proposed by the administration is a 3-year transition period (2007–2010) wherein President Arroyo will simultaneously play head of state and head of government, with no election whatsoever. Being such, she acquires power not unlike Spiderman (with great power comes great responsibility? I just hope our president sees the same outlook). Like, for example, she has the ability of determining the prime minister’s role in all of this. Or, she can always dissolve the parliament – and, if she so desires, impose martial law. What an odd case of dé ja vu. So could this entire tangle really be a huge plot designed by Arroyo and allies to rationalize a planned overdue stay in position? Plausible. Possible. Probable?
And then there’s the matter of a unicameral legislature in a parliamentary constitution. It remains to be seen what real effect having only one house in a lawmaking body would have on our country. That is, unless the house majority comprises of the present administration’s supporters. A point stressed upon by Casino is the net worth of our leaders today. All senators are millionaires and only seven in congress aren’t. And in an era of recycled public officials, undoubtedly most of these affluent politicians will be part of the unicameral legislature. Hardly the genuine representatives of the Filipino people parliament supposedly has.
One of the commercials I saw promises better life for everyone. Or at least for the prospective OFWs, since it said they wouldn’t have to work abroad and risk abuse from an animal of an employer. How would they do that? Well, parliament opens up the country and transforms it into the ultimate public property. This implies that foreigners could anytime obtain land ownerships, access to the country’s natural resources, public utilities, mass media and schools. Not kosher. Although foreign investments could mean more jobs for the people, it also could mean the possible fatality of the local industry, considering the Filipino’s undeniable colonial mentality. So are we really solving the problem of our economy by letting products of foreign capital dominate our markets? Or is that the problem first and foremost?
The flaws are now piecing together to form this one great hole if we took the step towards parliamentary governance. Arroyo’s timing is bad, if not suspicious of conspiring to remain seated in her comfortable little Cleopatra couch – not to mention a looming threat of martial law all over again. The reduction of checks and balances is bliss for grafters and corruptors. Potential exploitation of our resources by foreigners in exchange of very unpromising profit (as if we don’t have enough local exploiters around). Can vote but can’t vote – people are just soaking up more incredulity with every little feat of the government, which certainly would lead to more rallies and upheavals. In short: more crises. Back to square one.
Change is good. But personally, I would want to wait for a better version of the Charter Change – if there is such a thing – in a more appropriate time – if there is such a time.



say "naks" everybody.
really, i wouldnt so much as mind if we took on a parliamentary constitution for a change. really, this sort of thing will happen AGAIN and people will AGAIN say the timing is not right. so when the heck will it ever be then? or people will AGAIN say that the president is plotting this evilmost plan of staying in and abusing more of his power. his next step would probably be to take over the world, wouldnt it? have we ever stoppped to consider that what we see is really actually simply just everything there is to it? dont get me wrong, GMA is still a bitch, but the proposal of cha cha is i think something worth a try with or without her.

now am i a great liar or what?

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

block. or not.


computer architecture 1-2 pm laboratory class

hulaan kung asan ako. . .

Thursday, August 03, 2006

is there anyone who says hello on the phone better than ELIZA DUSHKU?











of course there isnt!

shypods

i hit the mall the other month (yes, month. so why am i writing this only now? really..) to check out something someone relayed to me that got me all aroused. not PORN, silly boi --- iPod.
since our professor proved to be capable of being late, half our environmental science period was spent in chitchat, discussing mp3s, mp4s, and whatever portable music players are invading the market and the blackmarket nowadays. someone had their tongue unfortunately twisted to mention about "apple iPods or apple shuffles or shuffle iPOds or shypod apples" being recently displayed in mall windows with a glorious price tag singing Php1500. yeah, the iPod shuffle was finally available on the rack i fondly label

affordables

.

now, you ask, what with all the piqued interest and checking out for oneself, why after more than a month i still dont own one. actually, im asking muself the same question.
shocker.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

me loves ya maxx


waaaah. its like pourin outside and the fuckin picture is makin me tear up...

today is one nostalgic day. the weather seems to be in agreement.

i miss khristy big time.

shallow hal not

yeah well half of my plans came true. i did watch superman,, only it wasnt in any 8-storey theater. but at least it was in a normal one..
hullo to my date: MO! one helluva best friend...

bobbie described the story as pambata. i called it "simple but brilliant." what a verdict huh. i could be real shallow sometimes but the effects blew me off. you should also know that im not at all the type that goes for intelectual movies. well at least not all the time. i so looove "Harold and Kumar go to Whitecastle", hands down ecstatic comedy dudes!






i also like watching chicks kick ass and and still keep their poise like it was no sweat they just waged war against a 15-member gang, ya know "Charlie's Angels" -- its the ultimate epitome of astig in my opinion.


yeah, no matter how shallow, no matter how over the edge of reality it all seems. all for pure unadulterated - or not - entertainment.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

superman day today

yeah, and i really wanna watch it in mall of asia's newest hugest grandest I-MAX theater. what advertising huh?
im not sure if its true but ive heard somewhere that the screen is actually eight stories high. now where did i get that bit of info..since if you consider the height of the mall, isnt it preposterous, really, to fit something as huge as an eight-storey building in something approximately half the size?? ..or maybe i just heard mistakenly.
whatever.
the point is, its a whole new promising experience, ainnit? plus: its something to brag about to those who havent yet watched something on such screen. hehe..


about superman. someone from Kerygma(yeah, i read that thing believe it or not) quoted that Brandon Routh was/is(?) in Gilmore Girls. im not exactly a fan of the show but i have never never seen him anywhere there in the times that i did come across it on tv.. a fairly new actor(its my first time to hear his name), so his acting prowess is yet to be seen. i do hope he possesses some.
now Kate Bosworth is another isssue. ive seen her in Blue Crush, and on some movie, or tv shit, that eversince i learned she was going to be lois lane tried to recall but proved to be a futile attempt. anyway she was goood. and charming.
although the reason solely why i want to watch superman is because of the friggin trailer. im counting heavily on the special effects bacause of it. you know that part where superman was shot in the eye with the firearm merely inches away from his face and he didnt even blink(!)was -- astounding. astig. as in.

so whats left to do?! off to the cinemas pipol!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

next stop: AdU

adamson has got all kinds of teachers.
and when i say all kinds, i really do mean ALL kinds.
Unlike in UPM where most are just too toxic for you to feel comfortable relating to(no offense), professors in here are more of "mellowed down" with concern to intelligence -- a positive thing i daresay, because it makes students a bit more able to catch up to whatever they are trying to relay to us. in my first week, ive seen so far a couple of teachs who are all too drastic and particular about attendance, one who could easily be a stand-up comedian in some sing-along bar(i have the feeling she could sing well too!), a normal one who taught likle we were in high school-- a fact which i think a lot are grateful for-- but eats his words whenever speaking english so most you will ever hear is jumble, one whos decent enough to warn us to be watchful about his comrades on matters involving blackmail, bribery, extortion and of course, sexual molestation. some i havent seen yet because they havent bothered to show up since tuesday (its now friday, mind). Oh and lets not forget one who spills jokes and one-liners --however disgusting and disgustingly corny they are-- in his every other sentence. credits to the teachs-- an amusing week i had, to say the least.

one more thing about adamson that i find so weird is how and where they placed their corridors, aisles, hallways, walkways, pathways, passages, and staircases. you wouldnt go a dozen steps without coming across one, and mind: one that is not awkwardly built(like makeshift scaffolding wielded around a building like a very narrow belt made to look like a porch), or one that doesnt look like an "eskinita". at least its always a surprise to find out that there exists such a shortcut that will enable you to come to your next class faster and more effortless than the original way. although i am not at all sure if its "safer".

more about the university:
i was on my way to my first evironmental science class which according to my schedule print-out was to be held at ST 403. ST was a building easy enough to find, but room 403? i cruised the fourth floor hallway (which by the way was an open hallway like one of those wrap-around porch) and noticed that the rooms all comprised of laboratories. science laboratories, not the computer labs im used to. worst was, not one of them said 403. actually none of the rooms even started with the number 4, but rather something like lab 1, lab 2, etc. i was starting to lose cool since i was already about 5 minutes late. and so i asked a nearby psych/chem/pharm/i-dunt-really-know,theiruniformslookedallthesame student and pointed me to a passage that led to another wrap-around porch into what i assumed was the very back, very top of the building. wow. no place else can be more like timbuktu.

a short one about the students:
whoever did start calling the other "classmate"????!!!!
i dunno, it just sounds pretty weird to me that everybody, and i mean everybody, is using it. imagine alien invasion. ew.

so. after a full week of running around from building to building to get to classes so as not to be late, after being eliminated from the running final exam exemption because i didnt attend the first meeting of Theo 1, after finally fixing my schedule what with all the hanging petitions and very late subject inclusions, and after all the hussle and hassles you could possibly take on a first week of a new school,,,
well, im just happy i survived.

sign off.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

one helluva day

Found written on a half-torn page of a dilapidated but still miraculously surviving notebook in Treasury Dept., SM Pampanga:

04 / 25 / 06
19 : 16 : 58

JM YAMBAO,
COUNTER UTILITY CLERK,
IS NOW
OFFICIALLY
SIGNING OFF.
THANKS BUNCH.



Yep, yesterday was my last day working in the freaking mall. It wasn’t what I’d call a happy carefree-‘cause-tonight-I-can-sleep-‘til-dawn teary-eyed-goodbye-to-y’all-dicks-and-janes sort of day. I kinda lost the heat(?) of the moment because of a slight strike cold. I was feeling so shitty tired since morning I was surprised I made it through the day without fainting or puking. My head hurt like the hell of hells; I kept thinking “cold and clammy” whenever I looked at my hands which were – after all – cold and clammy. Talk about stating the obvious. I didn’t check up with the mall nurse because she would surely have made me go home the instant she took my toasting temperature. This, alas, meant no medicine for me the whole fuckin’ long day. What was so important I didn’t want to leave work early? Well there were these new recruits for SM Clark that we, no, I(since Kong Dave had his off) had to train for the day. Being it was my last day AND being the good employee that I was(ya*&^%$#skunk!), I did the most rightful thing of doing the gravest of grave life-threatening sacrifice for the sake of a flawless income-generating company operation. Fuck it, I expect a lot in my back pay, you lousy assholes, I didn’t ignore medication for a horrible headache that split my head in two whenever I coughed for nothing!

It wasn’t a total crap of a day though. I got to have a short unassuming talk with my crush, even had the luck to get a friendster account(I don’t sound too childishly girly, do I?.. ok I do); saw Bryan, who had the ultimate courage to give up the work for apparently the same reasons I would have, again(------you humungous bastard, I definitely am gonna miss you------); the picture taking session at treas. was fun, although I realized after that that I shoulda brought the sweet little camera the day before since everybody(Kong Dave, Kong Marv, Buley) would’ve been present, I also missed to get pictures of Yen, Bryan and ma supervisors(yea, im a total suck up),,, what waste.

Although there was little to be grand about, I can’t say I didn’t enjoy the day. Every person I passed by piped “last day”. God, I didn’t know I knew that much people in the store. I did get to say goodbye to everyone, I think…

Turning point:::
Lyka, a good friend, once pointed out that it wasn’t about the work, or the salary, or whatever things SM offers you that kind of make you never want to leave the circle. It’s the people that you have been accustomed to seeing and hanging out with. Friends is the better term. You won’t be able to help it; these people just grow on you in ways expected and surprising alike. You would definitely want to quit the job, but you just can’t quit the friends, can ya??

That’s about it… Ciao. I’m gonna miss all of ya guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i wrote this last april 26, 2006. i only got to publish it now because of the said cold i caught which alas lasted for a week. ainnit terrible?)

Thursday, April 20, 2006

whoa! am back!

for good..? who knows...
only few more days and it'll be or, let me rephrase, would've been a full year since the last time i posted here. how unthinkable. illogical. cruel. mad. really, why haven't i been doing this stuff for too long a time??? well, it's practically pointless to say i've been busy because i've had what, like, six months vacation from everything that concerned school, church(?), work(??), outings, late night activities of a normal college pupil, etc. basically MY SOCIAL FUCKIN LIFE. yeah yeah i know.
enough ranting.

after living a bum's life, i, nah you're not imagining things, started work in SM Pampanga's dept. store. it was more out of reducing the boredom i was going through and would still have been going through for the next half-year or so if i didn't do anything useful at that point of my life that i decided to actually hit the mall and apply for a job. it was only after that that i kinda liked having a regular income to boast about heehee. sino nga ba naman ang di mukhang pera sa mga panahon ngayon?? (quoted from the coolest supervisor in the treasusr dept. :p)

right now, i am living my last week of being a CUC. my job, idiots. what's a CUC? good question. it's the most stupidly easy, leg-exhausting, respiratorily unhealthy, sculiosis-inducing work a person could have here on the planet. well except maybe for those people who dive into 'poso negroes' and stuff(everybody say 'ew'). i'm not exaggerating mind ya. i wouldn't suggest it to you if you were asthmatic or sculiotic or too intelligent(well in your case, you'd probably figure that out without ma help at all). i'd like to say all the walking and sprinting and half-running shaped my legs up nicely but nah they didn't. i still look the skinny bastard i was months ago - if not skinnier.

apart from the money though, the only thing that will probably stick with me when i get out of this mess are the people that i got to interact, make friends, and curse the superiors with. kidding. six months in a workplace such as a mall can show you a lot of things that you will most likely never learn anywhere else. i met workaholics, clowns, plastics, lazy asses, two-timers, personalities(well, i didn't actually meet them hehe), bitches and assholes, good friends, fake friends, friends for the time being, lots of good looking people(!!), some not so good looking people, nice people, wealthy people, regular people, and regular customers. these people, whether they left a good mark or a bad spot on me, will be remembered no matter what. i may lose connection to each one of them, which usually does in my case alas, but memories stay.

on a happier note, i will be off to college again this june. suck on that, my alter ego! i'm back again, so see ya all.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ako..sa mga kilala ko at sa mga hindi

this came from krizelle's mail, what do you think?

Cedar Tree (Confidence)

Of rare strength,
knows how to adapt,
likes unexpected presents,
of good health,
not in the least shy,
tends to look down on others,
self-confident,
a great speaker,
determined,
often impatient,
likes to impress others,
has many talents,
industrious,
healthy optimism,
waits for the one true love,
able to make quick decisions.

ehem sana nga lang totoo lahat

to masyadong seryoso ang mga pinagsasabi sa taas, and very impersonal if u ask me so dagdagan naten:
ME
mahiyain ako, pero not all the time. pag sobrang kilala nyo nako never nyo na maaalala na ganun ako nung first tayo mgmeet. tahimik din ako, pero depende sa kasama ko, sa sitwasyon and of course my emo..i kinda like letting my mind wander, and most of the time people notice (isa na dun si kristel!) me smiling alone while brooding, and they would laugh - un! un ang talent ko, i can make people laugh just by smiling! san k p? actually, tumatawa lang daw sila dahil i smile with no apparent reason i look like an idiot to them..pero im not offended, call me abnoy pero i like having people laughing, even in the danger na they are actually laughing at me pala. GANUN AKO KABAIT! wehe, that's nother 1 of my traits, madalas akong magjoke kung gano ako kabait, kacute, habulin(nakana!), etc. kupal din kasi ako minsan. all the same, i intend those as exaggerations. im not giving undue credit to myself; im actually sort of the opposite of that sometimes.
FACTUAL OVERVIEW
im practical, but not overly so. un tipong jeep ako normally pero pag sobrang init fx. i dont like the sun very much. im more of an indoor person, less in sports, more on reading and writing and eating and lying in bed at an average of 12 hrs/day hehe. i like movies, especially pag meh pera ako..wehe.. gusto ko rin ang kumakanta khit d ako mahusay dun, kya i like alot of bands and singers. i think meron nang diperensaya pandinig ko sa kakatapat ng ulo ko sa speakers ng radyo para sumabay lang kumanta sa tugtog hihi.
ON FRIENDS
i like making friends, pero u cant trust me to initiate it(dahil nga mahiyain), so lapit lang ang meh gusto dahel im welcome naman to it. tapos kapag nagkasalubong tayo at hindi kta pinansin, hindi un dahil intention kong mang-snob, i dont know pero i have a hard time noticing people kahit nanjan lang sila malapit s kin. tangina hirap naman i explain. pero dun sa mga matagal na kong kilala, im sure nangyari na satin un..so i apologize, at dun sa mga susunod pa, i apologize beforehand. pag minsan bigla na lang akong nagfafade o nawawala sa sirkulasyon. there are times na you wont hear from me for a span of time. and then suddenly one day, im back na parang kahapon lang tayo nagkita.. alam ko ang pangit ng trait kong un, and its very hard to justify, pero its part who i am e, it may be weird to you but there are people who prefer being alone -- ganon ako pag sinusumpong. para s kin naman kasi, once friends, always friends. distance and time are aspects of friendship that are proven inevitable. and dont they make you miss the person even more? im getting mushy here, so i guess ill end it na..note lang ha: hindi ako ganito kaseryoso lage. madalang pa sa panganganak ng elepante ako maging ganito hehe.. all i know is, if you're mah friend, you're family, plus: i can be as serious or as bangag as you want. winkwink

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

beLATEd

to all those bitches and bastards i didnt get to greet here on their birthday, im greeting you now!

:nek nek feb3

:mo feb5

:powee feb23

:thea feb26

:anne march1


...un lamang...pasensya na

aww...everything

...find me here

speak to me

i want to feel you

i need to hear you

you are the light

that is leading me

to the place where

i find peace again

you are the strength

that keeps me walking

you are the hope

that keeps me trusting

you are the life to my soul

you are my purpose

you are everything

...and how can i

stand here with you

and not be moved by you

would you tell me

how could it be

any better than this

...you calm the storms

you give me rest

you hold me in your hands

you won't let me fall

you still my heart

and you take my breath away

would you take me in

would you take me deeper now

...'cause you're all i want

you are all i need

you are everything

everything


best from lifehouse i heard yet....shet, geleng.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

hear hear

JOEY's BURTDAY TOMORROW KAYA GREET NA KTA NGAUN(wird ano)

Happee birtday sa iyo!!!



hihi
kamusta cebu?
c mine??

ge, ngat na lang jan...

another random thought

mood:
MUSHY

wow
this thing was written by avril lavigne for kelly clarkson...
real good lyrics...


Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and
break away

Breakaway
Break away


SWELL!

since i was in the mood, i looked out for some more songs i liked and some o them lyrics turned out quiten mushy...here're what i found:

BAMBOO's LIGHT YEARS
last part:

A lot of people that we know
They talk about us
They say we've lost it
They're too far away from Venus, I say

If you think I've crossed the line
I'll see you somewhere out there

'Cause light years from now
They'll find it somehow
'Cause it's beautiful out there

It's beautiful out there...i sure hope so


BAMBOO's WAR OF HEARTS AND MINDS
paborito ni jay..kno wat? i cant figure out the meaning. but i do know its sad.


BAMBOO's PRIDE AND THE FLAME
not very mushy really..just want to share this part of the song(meh fave part xempre):

Reached out to feel each grain
A lifetime running through his hands
The scorching heat left our heart
The workings of a proud brown man
But nowhere could you see
Dark eyes look away
The pride and the flame

Reached out to feel the warmth
Time running through his hands
The scorching heat gave life
The heart of the proud brown man
And he says to his child
Who still couldn't stand

Someday


EVERCLEAR's WONDERFUL
i love this song! and when i found out how sad the lyrics was...i loved it more.


HANSON's UNDERNEATH
well....
sittin all alone in this place
even though we're her face to face
there is nothin gone
but there's somethin wrong
....o dba mushy..


Monday, January 24, 2005

random thoughts

mood:
BORED


meh tanong lang ako: anu na nga ba sa english ang piyok??
....

que si joda. im so bored. walang magawa sa bahay. walang tv, walang libro, walang pc. wala lahat!

QUESIJODAPAJEROCONO

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

JULY 16, EVREYONE, JULY 16!!!!!!!

yey!!

hp 6 is coming out the

16th of july

this year, as was the headline on miss rowling's site!
a big yey alas hihi..

listen y'all who have unwittingly missed my bithday last time

:
dont worry 'cause i would happily accept a copy of

Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince

..anetym...and then we can be chummies agen bwahahahaha!!!

extra:::


bob

un smallville ha!!!

kevs

un charmed ko!!!!!!!

jay

sori d ako nkapunta, sori n rin keh bobbie na mas galit p dun sa nagbirthday.......!!!!wehe

ciao, pipol