Tuesday, May 24, 2005

ako..sa mga kilala ko at sa mga hindi

this came from krizelle's mail, what do you think?

Cedar Tree (Confidence)

Of rare strength,
knows how to adapt,
likes unexpected presents,
of good health,
not in the least shy,
tends to look down on others,
self-confident,
a great speaker,
determined,
often impatient,
likes to impress others,
has many talents,
industrious,
healthy optimism,
waits for the one true love,
able to make quick decisions.

ehem sana nga lang totoo lahat

to masyadong seryoso ang mga pinagsasabi sa taas, and very impersonal if u ask me so dagdagan naten:
ME
mahiyain ako, pero not all the time. pag sobrang kilala nyo nako never nyo na maaalala na ganun ako nung first tayo mgmeet. tahimik din ako, pero depende sa kasama ko, sa sitwasyon and of course my emo..i kinda like letting my mind wander, and most of the time people notice (isa na dun si kristel!) me smiling alone while brooding, and they would laugh - un! un ang talent ko, i can make people laugh just by smiling! san k p? actually, tumatawa lang daw sila dahil i smile with no apparent reason i look like an idiot to them..pero im not offended, call me abnoy pero i like having people laughing, even in the danger na they are actually laughing at me pala. GANUN AKO KABAIT! wehe, that's nother 1 of my traits, madalas akong magjoke kung gano ako kabait, kacute, habulin(nakana!), etc. kupal din kasi ako minsan. all the same, i intend those as exaggerations. im not giving undue credit to myself; im actually sort of the opposite of that sometimes.
FACTUAL OVERVIEW
im practical, but not overly so. un tipong jeep ako normally pero pag sobrang init fx. i dont like the sun very much. im more of an indoor person, less in sports, more on reading and writing and eating and lying in bed at an average of 12 hrs/day hehe. i like movies, especially pag meh pera ako..wehe.. gusto ko rin ang kumakanta khit d ako mahusay dun, kya i like alot of bands and singers. i think meron nang diperensaya pandinig ko sa kakatapat ng ulo ko sa speakers ng radyo para sumabay lang kumanta sa tugtog hihi.
ON FRIENDS
i like making friends, pero u cant trust me to initiate it(dahil nga mahiyain), so lapit lang ang meh gusto dahel im welcome naman to it. tapos kapag nagkasalubong tayo at hindi kta pinansin, hindi un dahil intention kong mang-snob, i dont know pero i have a hard time noticing people kahit nanjan lang sila malapit s kin. tangina hirap naman i explain. pero dun sa mga matagal na kong kilala, im sure nangyari na satin un..so i apologize, at dun sa mga susunod pa, i apologize beforehand. pag minsan bigla na lang akong nagfafade o nawawala sa sirkulasyon. there are times na you wont hear from me for a span of time. and then suddenly one day, im back na parang kahapon lang tayo nagkita.. alam ko ang pangit ng trait kong un, and its very hard to justify, pero its part who i am e, it may be weird to you but there are people who prefer being alone -- ganon ako pag sinusumpong. para s kin naman kasi, once friends, always friends. distance and time are aspects of friendship that are proven inevitable. and dont they make you miss the person even more? im getting mushy here, so i guess ill end it na..note lang ha: hindi ako ganito kaseryoso lage. madalang pa sa panganganak ng elepante ako maging ganito hehe.. all i know is, if you're mah friend, you're family, plus: i can be as serious or as bangag as you want. winkwink